There is a pretty good article called “I used to be human”. It’s long, but well worth the read and it scares me with things I already know. I already know that below every moment I feel shakey and insecure, lies an addiction to the digital realm. An addiction to mental speed and an endless …
Times feel tough again. And again its the same old story: Too much work and exposure to everything digital. I’m having trouble connecting with others again. I’m doubting my descisions. I’m missing Mia, while not wanting to hurt Maria. I’m spending time with Clara, while often being elsewhere. I think by now, I am able …
I have made my first investment in another project and I believe it was a good idea. I paid around $3000 for the project nomadpick.com, including the social media accounts and the subscriber-base. Currently the project doesn’t make a profit, because the previous owner didn’t monetize it at all. He seems like a good guy …
What a wonderful day this has been so far. Everything feels so different today. Right now I’m sitting in a park and feel very much at ease. It feels a bit like a heavy cloud, that has been following me around for the last few days, has just evaporated and made room for bright light …
I am in the library again and find myself in a strangely thoughtful mood. I’m not exactly sure, what is happening in me yet.I hope by writing these words I can guide myself a little. So what is happening? The first thing that comes to mind is, that yesterday night a wave of longing for …
More and more I notice, how much easier it is to make money if you already have a lot. Especially by investing it into things that generate more money. But how do you get there in the first place? How do you invest money if you don’t have much to invest? For example:What do you …
I just remembered a certain moment that I felt like writing about. A while back, I wrote about how wonderful it made me feel as a child, when my father would laugh with me at the movies and videogames I liked. Some days ago I caught myself doing the same with Mia and it made …
I am currently missing depth in my life. I do know why and yet it feels out of reach. At the moment I do not take (or make) the time and space to meet myself on a regular basis. It’s funny, because it seems that during the times I need that the most, I actually …
Today I hurt someone I love. And it brought up the topic of respect and integrity in me. Respect is like being in good standing with another person. You respect that person because they follow their own inner values. Integrity is more like being in good standing with yourself. And I think it arises from …
I had a wonderful birthday. As usual it was a quiet one. And as usual I enjoyed it that way. I spent a lot of beautiful time with Mia and Maria. We made picnic in the park, played ball and where visited by a small family of ducks. I think we all enjoyed that. The …