I am currently missing depth in my life. I do know why and yet it feels out of reach. At the moment I do not take (or make) the time and space to meet myself on a regular basis. It’s funny, because it seems that during the times I need that the most, I actually …
Today I hurt someone I love. And it brought up the topic of respect and integrity in me. Respect is like being in good standing with another person. You respect that person because they follow their own inner values. Integrity is more like being in good standing with yourself. And I think it arises from …
I had a wonderful birthday. As usual it was a quiet one. And as usual I enjoyed it that way. I spent a lot of beautiful time with Mia and Maria. We made picnic in the park, played ball and where visited by a small family of ducks. I think we all enjoyed that. The …
It’s just after midnight, so it’s my birthday now! And right now I am spending it happily with myself. This past year went by fast and I am thankful for many things. But right now I want to thank one person in perticular: I want to thank myself. I want to thank myself for always …
The greatest gift my father ever gave me was laughing with me at the movies and games I enjoyed as a child. I remember some of those moment quite clearly. I remember watching Jackie Chan movies with him, and hearing him laugh at the funny scenes or being impressed by the action scenes made me… …
Here are two unrelated memories I sometimes find hard to carry. I am not sure why I am writing these down, but here we are. The first heavy memory is, that I remember my grandfathers death and funeral, but not the one of my grandmother. For some reason I remember nothing. I don’t know why. …
What is the place for science and knowledge when it comes to meeting another human being? I’ve started to read Carl Jung because the name came up around me again and again. In his writing I feel very much at home so far and I can relate to many things, although I have chosen different …
With all the chasing of happieness and the good life, I thought it would be a good idea to define the very worst life imaginable. Why? Because after doing so you know where making (or not making) certain choices might lead you. So let’s begin! In my oppinion the worst kind of life is not …
The digital gods whisper in many languages. One of them is time. It’s one of their favorites. Time is created by your mind and it is through this gateway, that the digital gods try to rob you of all your attention. All of it. One way to defend against this is to simply step out …
A thought about why I’m having such trouble fasting right now has just crossed my mind. Because I’ve been spending so much time in the digital world, eating and watching porn seem to be like an emergency escape route for my system to get back into my body. A bit like violently catapulting myself out …